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Publika … & Other Random Weekend Updates November 9, 2011

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Last week of October’s weekend updates. Sorry for not being more interesting here, peeps! I have a lot of ideas for blog rants and such, but they require too much of my time. Which is currently occupied with other things such as Life and Work. I know, there’s an insane amount of food pics here, and Ben says it gets a bit boring. Why do I even post it up, he asks. “Er… so other people get jealous.”

Ben : “Why the f*_K will they get jealous about?”

Me : “Er… like all that food being in my belleh… Mmm.. yeah, my belly and not their belly!”

Hmm… actually, I think it’s because it’s the prettiest things in my camera, hahaha. I’m really looking forward to the work week, having been given a shot of ENERGY from the long weekend and another shot of INSPIRATION from my care group leader. Guess what? We were sharing about personal weaknesses that we might have, and I said I have a fear of speaking in crowds. As I’m worried about the way that I sound, grammar, etc. Personally, I think it’s because of my own bitchy attitude. I am inwardly laughing at people who make grammatical mistakes. And you know what they say about this “perfectionist” attitude right? You wind up being so freaking insecure about yourself. It’s an ongoing battle, and believe me, I’ve made way more headway in recent times than before.

I think I’ve mentioned something similar before last time. Like, loving to point out other’s physical flaws, which made me extra hard on myself to lose weight and gym like a nutter. After doing training, I realise how much more of a joy it is to motivate others to lose weight, help them to achieve their goal and cheer them on instead. *suddenly so holy lol*

Ok, maybe you just think I”m bullshitting you, so I’ll just head on to the weekend updates instead :

Publika
Finally went to Publika in Mont Kiara… and it was really random! Tron had something to do there, and we happened to drive past Publika. I’m like katak di bawah tempurung – hadn’t heard all the hype about the place so I was like “what is Publika? What is this? Is it a mall? Don’t look like a mall?!” It’s like one of those open-mall concepts ala Sunway Giza IMHO… but they emphasise on performing arts and stuff like that. There’s a lot of artwork being exhibited around the mall, although some of them are a bit weird and not mall-friendly. Again IMHO.

So happened that on the day we went, they had live performances going on. We layan-ed this guy called Mr Banana who is doing some modern version of mime stuff. Quite funny, but what I really enjoyed was his enthusiasm at getting volunteers. He even carried an Indian guy who was watching from the sidelines to the middle of the “stage” cos the guy didn’t want to come in front by himself. Hahahaa! After Tron saw that, he purposely took two steps back. :P

Mr Banana


Got some ghostly-dressed dancers as well… and they were going to do a dance performance. I think they should’ve arranged the performance times better, because from what I *thought* was going on, it was going to clash with Mr Banana’s performance. It’s only good to have 2 performances going on at the same time if there’s hordes of people. But since there ISN’T, then it’s like the performances are stealing audience from each other. A bit silly and pointless… anyway, we loyal-ly stayed to watch finish Mr Banana’s performance.

Physically getting the volunteers, haha.

Telling us to cheer harder.

Me!

Happened to pass by 1 Mont Kiara on the way out of the area, and Tron saw a sign saying, “Enter the Dragon’s Lair” or something like that. He found it very intriguing and said we should totally see what was up. In the end, it was this totally scam-mish Halloween set-up. Blehk. Not very dragon-like in my eyes. :P

And we bought the most expensive fruit juice ever. I don’t even want to recount how much each bottle costs. -__-”

My parents were in Penang that particular day, so I whiled my time away baking peanut butter cookies after Tron sent me home. But come dinner time, was feeling hungry (no, peanut butter cookies for dinner does NOT sound enticing) and lonely, so called Tron for dinner. He introduced me to a new restaurant in the area called G & G. Pretty good stuff, and the owners were amused at me snapping photos of my hokkien mee. Probably subscribes to Ben’s school of thought.

Warms the tummy – old cucumber soup.

Hokkien Mee – good but not great like the one in PJ that Tron took me to “once upon a time”

Fried rice.

Sweet & sour pork

Capriciossa
New place in Subang Parade that Tron & I quite like! The staffers are friendly and the food that we had was awesomeEeeeee. I was somewhat on night support that day, and Tron came over to my house and watched me monitoring the batch run til he beh tahan and told me we should go somewhere nearby to eat, so that if there’s any problem, I could rush back instantly. Throughout the day, I kept worrying about the batch run and how fast I could get back home! But at the end, there was no problems at all. -___- I really need to learn how to be more emotionally stable… hahaha.

New place!

Tron and his Mario shirt.

Me and my Wolverine shirt! :P

Rather nice clam chowder soup. Unlike the one at *ahem* B&N, it actually has copious amounts of clam in it. Very thick and filling, a great appetizer.

This is like their signature pizza or something like that. This is what you *must* try if you come here. Quite a large pizza, just nice for 2. I saw one thin man attempt to eat it all by himself though!

Later that night, I met up with Dull & Fuzz for my belated birthday celebration, and general catch-up with my two galpals. Was a lovely night, only to be spoilt by my funky contact lens that had me “plucking it out” directly from the eyeball. I thought I was discreet, until I heard Dull say, “I don’t think it’s very good for you to keep doing that right?” We went to Capriciossa again, cos there’s a total lack of restaurants to go to ever since Empire got bombed. *sob*

Shared out the Disney souvenirs I got from Hong Kong. I only bought 2 keychains and it went to them. :P

Dull took this keychain. Ok, I am darn pathetic for I took pics of the souvenirs, but not of my friends. I should’ve taken a group pic, but with my wonky contact lens acting up, really couldn’t bear having that moment immortalised on film. :P

Disney mints!

Fuzzy’s 3 cheese pasta

An anchovy pizza that Dull and I split. I wouldn’t recommend this as it is way, way too salty. And it’s not just me, as Dull also complained about it from the very first bite.

That’s for the end of October’s update… and that’s pretty much it for Bulan Bersocial October 2011!

 

Why I Failed March 30, 2011

They say that the key to a happy life is to take pride & joy in the mundane. I know that we are a restless generation, that we always want instant gratification. We can’t even wait the 10 seconds for a page to load on IE (or Firefox / Chrome, if you will), we will close the browser and re-load again. As if that’ll help.

I used to think that I’m a very satisfied person, but of late, I’ve been overcome with constant feelings of “is this all there is to life?” It’s not even a matter of “chasing after the wind”, or to not spend your life chasing after goals and being dissatisfied. I don’t even know what my goals are.

Sometimes I say I want a peaceful life.
Sometimes I want more excitement.
Sometimes I just want to say heck it all and spend all my money on embarking on an adventure. Like backpacking thru Australia.
At other times, I’m glad I didn’t give in to my crazies and do just that.
Sometimes feel like I have everything a girl could ask for.
Sometimes feel like I’m so deprived.

The message at church few Sundays ago was so apt. It was just about enjoying your daily life. It was spot on for someone like me who was doing exactly like what the pastor said — looking forward to the next holiday. My life is marked by “look forward” moments. On a large scale, it’s the next “holiday” aka trip abroad or even trip to a nearby island with friends. Or even up to Genting. On a smaller scale, I look forward to my weekends. Ah, weekends. There’s just so much going on that is missing on the weekdays. From Friday nights onwards I get to meet Tron. We have yummy dinners together (though he might disagree, since he is so picky about places to eat!), and just get to chat and hang out with each other. On Saturdays, if we are hardworking, we have breakfast together, else we sleep in and only meet after 12pm. =) See… thinking about the weekend already makes me long for it so much. It already puts a smile on my face. On Sundays, you might think I dread going to church, but on the contrary, I look forward to the message of the week. Now, I have to go for foundational classes as well, but I also look forward to that because the pastor that teaches the class is so funny, relevant and well-read. He can answer any of my “stupid” questions. So ya, what is there to dread about? I like everything.

And after church, we have lunch together in the cafe downstairs before heading off to either our favorite “community” mall or just heading back home. Sigh… and once I reach home, the dread starts again. The weekend is over, and no matter how much I scramble about to fit in “everything-else” that I need to fit in, I know that once the clock passes 12am, it’s back to the daily grind…

I wish I could get back the passion I had, whereby on SATURDAYS I am planning what I will be doing at work on Monday. Instead, I use another method — fit in as much as I can on Friday so that I ease into Monday gently. It kinda works. If I was greeted with a huge pile of $hit on Monday, I think I wouldn’t even be able to drag myself out of bed.

There are even “smaller” things to look forward to each day. Like I look forward to waking up and choosing which clothes to wear for work. I like my morning showers, and putting on make-up, etc. :)
But I dread the drive to work (which is actually not that bad. It’s a 40 minute drive, but not that much traffic. It’s just the stupid / selfish people that get to me).
I look forward to breakfast & coffee in the morning.
But I dread clicking open my inbox and viewing all the emails and test results.
I look forward to lunch and gossip with my buddies. :)
But I dread walking around in the hot sun to get to the car wtf!
I look forward to fruit man at the lunch place we go to. Actually, not fruit man la… just his fruits. Hehehe.
But I dread meeting the hamsup construction worker at the place, if he is there. But usually he isn’t, thank God!
Then of course once it is past 3:30pm, my neck grows longer and longer as I look FORWARD to going home!
Then I look forward to gym…
I look forward to my own stuff to do at home… heck, I even look forward to laundry! :)
I look forward to surfing the internet, blogging, Mafia Wars, checking out stuff for my online business (fyi, spirits kinda dying there cos whenever I have bookmarked stuff I want to stock up on, it runs out of stock almost immediately!), reading emails, listening to my iPod, etc.
I look forward to reading some books before I sleep.
I look forward to nightly calls from Mr Tron.
I look forward to sleeping. =)

But I dread waking up and starting all over again.

You might think that this is normal. How many people actually look forward to work? But the thing is, I know how it is to look forward to work… I’ve actually been at that place before. I want to look forward to work again, but somehow I can’t. :(

I really do those little extra things to encourage myself to enjoy work more. Since I dread the drive there, I always update my iPod with nice songs so that I feel cheerful driving. I still get into occasional rages, so I have to summise that it is due to me waking up late, then rushing to work, therefore having less patience with everyone.

I make sure I’m well-stocked with all kinds of good food for breakfast so that the breakfast that I look forward to each morning entices me even more to go into the office. =) By good food, I mean healthy stuff like Yogood’s Mango Tango muesli, Biogreen oatmilk energy… no fattening burgers…

No way for me to make it less scary to open my inbox, so I try to remain cheerful & optimistic, less harsh on myself if I encounter mistakes, and I just try to settle EVERYTHING by day end so that when I come in the next morning, there are no nasty surprises. Of course, this results in me leaving work later, which does dampen the spirit a little.

I noticed that I don’t look forward to lunch as much when my lunch buddy is on paternity leave (Sob sob!), but I still try to cheer myself up by always ensuring I have a good book on hand to read, and I go to the restaurants that I like to eat at (usually the ones lunch buddy dislikes).

I do challenge myself at work. I don’t fuss when people come to me for help. Though I do throw tantrum occasionally wtf. Especially when I encounter things that are too wtf wtf stupid. Or when I feel like all the servers & applications in the world are ganging up against me. It’s the whole light at the end of the tunnel thing. I’m facing something that I feel is so hopeless and pointless, and I don’t see a way out.

 

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